i so sad

i so sad because cannot go may party.i wan say sorry to her but i scare her angry than i cannot go tomorrow very sorry .today i call my father . i just ask him can go anot he din think than say cannot why my father like that wan?? i donnot why cannot i hate my father i hate my family and i wan say to may i cannot go her paty very sorry.today is 24 may 2008 jackie is die in he family.